i am in love ... :)

i am in love... this comes from a person who didnt believe in falling in love, who could not digest the fact that two people could get addicted to each other so much so that their whole lives twisted around each other... a person who never wanted to know what a lovers touch meant... sigh... i am in love.. i want to scream this to the whole world... i cant believe im in love... i still feel as if this is a dream and that i will soon wake up to the harsh reality of this world...the deep stir that his glance can arouse... the butterflies in my stomach when he smiles... the weakness in my knees when he touches and the racing of heartbeat when he confesses his love... sigh!! this is love... or is it???... i am in love ...and i am happy about it... they say love is blind..Ive read it a gazillion times, now i believe it. now for the first time i know what many facts really mean... the term 'i luv u' ..it was overrated in my opinion... now it dosent even express the luv that i truly feel... i almost whisper these words with every breath... yet they don't seem enough... Ive not lost my head completely, i wont jump off cliffs or kill anyone or myself and neither would i let him do that.. par how it seems that the future without him will be empty...i know the future with him aint all diamonds en clouds but i know it will have some moments i could spend my lifetime on... i want to take the risk..i want to fly... i want to dream so much more and i dont want to cry...
...my fairy tale continues..i still crave for his eyes... his voice soothes me down.. and his touch makes me high... i wish to be there for him when ever he needs me...i wish to become his strength... i wish him so much luv which will last till eternity... his smile is what i desire.. his happiness is all i require... i love him.. and i am so in love