words are suffocating me... i need to write so much that i don't know where to begin... i want to write... i crave the privacy to write.... i feel this strong urge to get things out of my mind and on canvas...
I know, this happens when you stop letting it out on a daily basis, things get pilled up and the pressure gets too high ....
and then when you sit back to actually do something :( there is a rush of thoughts and ideas to your mind, making you incapable of handling them ...or doing even one of them ....
its been months that I drew something or any thing :( and its killing me, there are a million things I want to do, but when I sit back with a pencil in my hand I feel shaky and confused :(
my brain is running too fast again, too many thoughts which I want to spill out, but no time, no time to let the pressure loose....
I fear that if I start with it, I would get disrupted in my work cycle which I am stuck in ... cant reach that balance ... its kinda work work work again ....
Glad to hear at least something from you! again! Be back ! Missed u! visited ur blog on and off to see if you had written something... n here it is ... so now take a vacation, and let it all out
@ Snake charmer: i dont know if you'd like that mate..
@ Yasmine: OMG... ive been stalking your blog for ages now.. how did u get here... you wont believe this... i just finished reading the last few latest blogs which i had missed, en then decided to visit my page en saw this.. :)... my flickr name is Mercuricstranger ... :).. i am working on getting myself back... thankyou :)
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Just take one deep breath and spill it all.
Or just take one deep breath and throw it all inside.
It doesn't have to be like this
All we need to do is make sure we keep talking
PS: or Keep Writing (for that matter)
I know, this happens when you stop letting it out on a daily basis, things get pilled up and the pressure gets too high ....
and then when you sit back to actually do something :( there is a rush of thoughts and ideas to your mind, making you incapable of handling them ...or doing even one of them ....
its been months that I drew something or any thing :( and its killing me, there are a million things I want to do, but when I sit back with a pencil in my hand I feel shaky and confused :(
my brain is running too fast again, too many thoughts which I want to spill out, but no time, no time to let the pressure loose....
I fear that if I start with it, I would get disrupted in my work cycle which I am stuck in ... cant reach that balance ... its kinda work work work again ....
Glad to hear at least something from you! again!
Be back ! Missed u! visited ur blog on and off to see if you had written something... n here it is ... so now take a vacation, and let it all out
@ Majaz: :) thanks... been throwing it inside...now i want to spill it...lets hope i do in the near future
@ Rizwan: yea talking (about feelings) is not exactly my mode of communication or relief... when will u ever start writing... im still waiting :)
@.. bingo... you know exactly what im going through :)... and the drawing scene is same too...
I would love to hear what you have to say
i know i remember that header footoo of the feet from flickr somewhere, but i can't remember wheeeeeeere. my memory is useless to me.
write! update! bullet points, if necessary. =)
@ Snake charmer: i dont know if you'd like that mate..
@ Yasmine: OMG... ive been stalking your blog for ages now.. how did u get here... you wont believe this... i just finished reading the last few latest blogs which i had missed, en then decided to visit my page en saw this.. :)... my flickr name is Mercuricstranger ... :).. i am working on getting myself back... thankyou :)
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