Things i want and the things i wish i had…a list of options, well two exactly are before me but I cant decide. The options are very clear, both present very solid reasons but it’s not just that… the things have gotten a little out of hand… the fight now is between the heart and mind… my friggin’ heart and mind… and as I have posted before both are jerks of a higher degree so its hard to settle arguments between them… what I really need to do right now as in RIGHT now is to go out and jog ….run till my heart is all pumping wildly and my brain blocks out other stupid thoughts and helps my heart function properly… yes that’s exactly what I need… damn the fact that its too late for me to go out alone …damn…. So here I am stuck between this little decision on which my future is based… it’s a little decision, as little as I am (people around me try to convince me about me being short height- ed.. sigh!) …but it’s a decision nonetheless…
…here’s the deal…should I live my life being happy and claiming to be loving it with no guarantee of what my tomorrow will be (including the happiness bit), or should I sacrifice my happiness (well I wont be completely miserable, but not as happy yes), and plan my future and according to it… ?...
if you ask me…as in the Me me …I’d go with live the happier life mate… “kal kis nae dekhe hae” …enjoy while it still lasts… but this terrible brain of mine…(yes you with 38% intelligence ONLY…ppppfffttt) states that it doesn’t look like I am dying any soon, and that I might see a few more sunsets (I have not seen a sunrise in years) …so I should concentrate on my ambitious plans… go ahead take the deserted path and start walking (its about time…!) …what rubbish… I can’t say anyone of them is wrong… if you ask Me me…oh I know…shut up Mahwash…
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