So i thought to myself...why do i write so much crap wrapped up in my self proclaimed poetry... when more then half the people who read it don't understand it...the other half of the half read and whisper * what a loser*...the last half are my favorite people who take out the time to read and then reply so lovingly that i resume to think that i can write :D... *hugs* for all of you...
i have decided to go off poetry for a while, since i want to write about people and events that i enjoy...and i want to experiment if i can quote them so that people who read can also enjoy em... or even if not that, i just want to do it for the heck of it... i JUST want to write ...
...lately i've been thinking, organizing my thoughts, listing down subjects about which i want to write...and uff there are so many...i have even started to compose em in my mind but as lame as my brain gets with too much processing ..i end up mixing everything and anything to the point that i stop altogether, lost to the point of how and why i began thinking... this was just one issue.. another being that i need to do something about my three dots... u know ( ... ) these... i cant live without them... i mean one dot doesn't seem like the perfect ending to a sentence...there has to be more at least three... yeah i know, its not a logical reason...to top that i even know that these three dots are ruining my punctuation yet i don't care...i don't want to ..but then why should i ....WHY... the point is to write...just write... ain't it ?... i know..but sush...lets drop this...
...no other pressing issues ...life's good...i wish i can find time to write in office...but i cant manage...i need my silence and peace to write... and with the constant intervention from the guys and the rest of the office i cant ...and then i need my privacy...if H keeps dropping in like he does and HR turning towards my screen en saying 'bas kar poondi karna mahwash...' i know i ll loose my concentration... maybe the idea of having separate cabins wont be that terrible... though i kinda like this clerk like setup we have abhe...because here we sit together en enjoy each others company..or rather i enjoy their company..i cant say the same for them :).... but we look like freakin' clerks otherwise...stupid light brown tables with papers and dummies all thrown about...i admit my table is the dirtiest most of the time... where i should be the sole example of a true representative of a professional working woman, i happily let my specie down ... my excuse... in the creative business my friends the dirtier the better... ;)
i have decided to go off poetry for a while, since i want to write about people and events that i enjoy...and i want to experiment if i can quote them so that people who read can also enjoy em... or even if not that, i just want to do it for the heck of it... i JUST want to write ...
...lately i've been thinking, organizing my thoughts, listing down subjects about which i want to write...and uff there are so many...i have even started to compose em in my mind but as lame as my brain gets with too much processing ..i end up mixing everything and anything to the point that i stop altogether, lost to the point of how and why i began thinking... this was just one issue.. another being that i need to do something about my three dots... u know ( ... ) these... i cant live without them... i mean one dot doesn't seem like the perfect ending to a sentence...there has to be more at least three... yeah i know, its not a logical reason...to top that i even know that these three dots are ruining my punctuation yet i don't care...i don't want to ..but then why should i ....WHY... the point is to write...just write... ain't it ?... i know..but sush...lets drop this...
...no other pressing issues ...life's good...i wish i can find time to write in office...but i cant manage...i need my silence and peace to write... and with the constant intervention from the guys and the rest of the office i cant ...and then i need my privacy...if H keeps dropping in like he does and HR turning towards my screen en saying 'bas kar poondi karna mahwash...' i know i ll loose my concentration... maybe the idea of having separate cabins wont be that terrible... though i kinda like this clerk like setup we have abhe...because here we sit together en enjoy each others company..or rather i enjoy their company..i cant say the same for them :).... but we look like freakin' clerks otherwise...stupid light brown tables with papers and dummies all thrown about...i admit my table is the dirtiest most of the time... where i should be the sole example of a true representative of a professional working woman, i happily let my specie down ... my excuse... in the creative business my friends the dirtier the better... ;)
3 comments:
haha ur so funny... and those three dots (...) have been my problem too ever since i can remember typing...luckily i can omit them when work is important but in my abstract writing, ull find them everywhere lol...
n i wanna read ur poetry...where is it!?!?
Hi5 girl... i love flickr... ive found so many people with whom i can relate :)...
en my poetry... well... i have em on paper .. en safely hidden in my bag :)...
i just remembered... the semi poetry things was this post :
http://strangerstales.blogspot.com/2007/05/plasyic-bag.html
and a few before this ... browse when ever u have time :)
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