A simple minds tale....!

the urge to be so many yet i am no one... the wish to achieve too much when i stand empty handed... the complete belief in my Lord yet i feel frail... the thoughts of happiness when the wold around me is crashing... i stumble upon steps...then rise again and start over,...i touch the possibilities then step back ... i have started dreaming ...i don't want to... i am rushing towards the next step ..my memories are vanishing.... i want to leap high and beyond.... i reach out but catch only air....i feel secluded..yet surrounded by a huge crowd... out numbered and weak... i am pushed by pillars to carry on....my life is not boring...its a new image every minute...i live at one moment and wish to die in the other...am i insane or is it every minds tale ..... ?