Friday, January 11, 2008

The lost words...!


Forget the past, sleep the day,
Wake not for the dawn of tomorrow.

Bleed the pen, burn the paper,
Dry those tears of eternal sorrow.

Blind the eyes, pack full the ears,
Wipe the traces of that lonely smile.

Turn full-around, re-trace your steps,
and walk alone for a while.

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some times certain words just make you stop and think.... they actually make you think of things that are clogged behind your mind, you know they are there but you dont deal with em, coz ..well, there is this folder that has to go out today before lunch time or that client didnt like those designs..or something likewise...
not everything is meant to be taken lightly but yet we being the supreme beings are capable of doing just that... and we never learn...and we never will...

i read these words in the blog of a lady by the name of Yasmine... i confess to be a fan of her blogs... she has a gift... and provides the best pass time in office when i dont want to work ;).. so neither do i personally know this lady nor this guy (May his soul rest in peace) about whom she had written...the post was i would say ok but what touched me were these words... it gave away so much about the person...
What he was and what he did...was something commendable and not what every second person is capable of doing... yes as they say that our Lord does take away those much earlier whom he holds special... i had the privilege of going through his blog.. i havent read much but my favorite piece is as follows:

‘Me’ - who is that anyway?


I keep asking myself,
Should I be scared?

I worry about them,
I warn them to stay safe

Then they ask about me
And I fall silent again

‘Me’ - who is that anyway?
Am I supposed to care

Monday, January 7, 2008

Write ...O right...!

The strong urge, the strongest urge to write... yet i so freakin cant... yani kae *sigh* ... my head is crowded by so many and i mean so many topics that i wish to write about, yet i am unable to...why, lack of a proper environment (like right now with so much noise around me) but to top that load shedding.... horrendous it is really... up to 8 hours of no light...you start feeling as if you live in stone age...
...the shortage of water in the dams is scary enough and to top that we have light fluctuation...thats enough to at least stop a computer + internet addict like me to stay away from it and guard it so that no one else should even think of turning it on...
i have loads of data that i cant afford to loose, stored away, collecting dust en viruses (i am sure) in those separate hard drives... me and my laziness for not making copies en backups...i know its mighty risky en dangerous par ummm yes i will one day inshAllah sit and do this long pending task...i will ....